Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Chubby, Chunky, but Fat!

I am over sensitive...I know this...but the other day in Walmart a women said oooh cute baby...I love chunky babies...I thought whatever...then yesterday someone called my baby fat! not just fat...but "oohh she is soooo fat"...really...I am freaked about it...I hate that...is she going to have an eating disorder...I know extreme...so then I talk with someone with "limited knowledge" of down syndrome…and ask if Maddie could have a eating disorder later in life...they said "no that is the great thing about down syndrome they are oblivious to that kind of thing" WHAT...I cannot figure out what is worse my kid being called fat or that she will never know better… at least she will never have an eating disorder...I am fucked! I cannot say it any other way...I need to just keep my mouth shut and not talk... or make eye contact with any other person…then I do not have to get into these kind of conversations...Maddox is perfect...and smart if she wants to have an eating disorder she can...what am I saying! today is a day I wish I could start again…tomorrow will be better...

2 comments:

  1. No worries, she will know better, and you will teach her how to eat right, and once she gets moving you'll be kissing those plumpin' thighs goodbye.

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  2. thank you!! it is so nice to hear that!! I just love my Maddie dearly and want the best for her!

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